Hello everyone, my name is Manish. I am from Vaishali, Bihar. I live in Mumbai. I am working for a logistic company. Today I am going to share my experience before and after getting married. In 2023 I was offered a marriage proposal from my own caste. For me it was something I was waiting for years. I had already met few girls in my past but all of them were just casual friendship. Although I tried my best to come closer with one or two girls I liked the most but none of them turned into affair.
A Dream Come True and a "Dark Side"
I was very excited. After all it was a matter of just a couple of weeks and i knew that my dreams are going to be fullfilled. By that time I was established and was making good money. Everyone in my family was happy including me. There was no nervousness or fear of marriage as I used to feel once I was a teenager. Rather I was a matured and grown up person slightly more influenced by fantasy of intimation. I started watching videos of couples making love just to familiarize myself with the poses and situations in advance. I was enjoying my life fully because I knew that I will be doing the same with my life partner very soon.
Now the dark side began. Along with watching nude videos, i started doing masturbation side-by-side. Everyday before sleeping I used to ejaculate my semen. I can remeber that the frequency in that month was higher than ever in the past. It started making me weaker day by day. My body and mind appered to be exhausted. I was afraid that it could affect my future sexual health. Problems like decrease in libido, low desire and tiredness were increasing gradually. I thought they were temporary and will subside as time will pass. I was wrong.
The "Doomsday": Fear of Failure on My Wedding Night
Finally the day came, I call it 'the dooms day'. Tomorrow was my marriage ceremony. I was lying alone in my bed thinking if something go wrong then what would be the consequence. I was unable to get rid of that situation where excitement of getting married was on one hand and fear of not satisfying my partner was on the another hand. Lack of confidence and failure of erection during trials were making me more impatient. First impression is the last impression. I made my mind. I decided to go for pills which could help me in intercourse as I did not want to disappoint her at any cost.
On the wedding night, after the rituals were over, I took one tablet immediately. I was waiting for arousal. Both of us were very tired. She seemed to be shy and polite. We spent some time together and looked into each other eyes. From her side the message was clear. She had left her home and was ready to start the new journey of life with me. A sense of responsibilities, care and love was emerging into my heart. Apart from this another thought was also constantly knocking the door of my mind. Exactly..the fear of failure of satisfying her.
A Hopeless Search for a Solution
Ah! What I did.. Everything was okay just one month ago. The bad habbits ruined my life. One after another months passed. I lost my power. Except first night, tablet did not work anymore. She wanted to plan for a baby. I was incapable. Life turned into hell. I was feeling helpless. She suggested me to see a doctor. Soon there was a long list of doctors I consulted. From Gurgaon to Lucknow and from Nagpur to Mumbai, I dont think I left any treatment. But no result. I spent huge money. But the biggest loss were the tears in my partner's eye which she did never exposed, but I could see clearly.
The Turning Point: Discovering Dr. Ravindra Sharma
Lastly, the problem solved. Oneday I was reading an article about Dr. Ravindra Sharma (BHMS, MD) on the internet. He is a Senior Homeopathic Sexologist and is regarded as a living legend in Homeopathy. He is 78 years old, talented, and renowned doctor for male sexual problems. I was interested in his expertise especially his experience of 52 years which I hope is the highest in this segment on the planet. I did deep research about him but could hardly find much of his details in facebook and youtube. Later on I came to know that he is a very simple going doctor who does not believe in unnecessary advertisements and media coverages like award shows and press conference. Till now I had been choosing doctors on the basis of reputation and reviews. This time I consulted Dr. Ravindra Sharma for my Erectile dysfunction and Premature ejaculation problems.
Slow, Steady, and Real Results: A Life Reclaimed
Dr. Sharma prooved to be an extra-ordinary personality. I consulted with him over phone call. Initially I thought him just like one more doctor but later on as I started his medicine course I realised that the things were changing. The result were slow but steady. The overall cost of treatment was under 4000 and the duration of treatment was of one month. I completed his medicine course as per direction and got wonderful result. Once again I started getting confidence in myself just within first week of commencing the treatment and by the end of the month i was totally and completely fit and fine like before.
A Final Thank You
Now I am living my life fully. My partner is happy. Thanks to the doctor. Doctor is God.